Dan Byl

Do you ever feel like you really don’t like yourself? If you had the option you wouldn’t spend time with you? I feel this way much to often. I really messed up a couple weeks ago and since then I have withdrawn from many of my relationships. I have pulled away from my wife and I walk around with this dark rain cloud hanging over my head.

How do I change this? That is the question that I have been asking now for a couple weeks. I don’t want to pull away from the people that support me and what to build me up, but I am.

The solution as far as I can tell is God. “Wow that’s deep, way to go mr. Christian.” Yes that is really how I feel about that statement. But I do need to go to God, I need to see my self through his eyes, I need to allow him to fill my thoughts with his views of me. I need to stop dwelling on my limited perspective.

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